{ Sunday, March 19, 2006 ;

Food Food Glorious Food!



I can't imagine what I would do without food. Imagine a bony, starving me waiting in anticipation for people to feed me...OMG. Can't think how lucky I am as compared to those living in Third World Countries. Really. We must not waste food. (Oh yap, I was almost underweight when I was a kid. Malnourished me...)

I ate 3 pieces of Roti John (cooked by my mum) and 2 cups of coffee today for breakfast. Or rather, brunch. Then at 230pm, I ate a few pieces of leftover chicken katsu, and a chinese pear (That was lunch). At 330pm, I couldn't stop my cravings for the chocolate Hello Panda that was sitting on my shelf for days. So I ate that up too. Wahaha...evil me. I think I really am indulging myself into too much food lately.. that I think I have ballooned. (Get it? BALLOONED!) Yup, think I must start my excercise again...

Look at all these wonderful food!

from left clockwise: Awfully choc cake, Pistachio and butter cream cake and Fish Schitnzel from Happy Chef

Wonderfully sinful! The cakes are simply heavenly. One is from Awfully Chocolate, the other was from Bakerzin.

The Fish Schitnzel came in such a huge portion for only $4.90! With fries and salad! But the salad tasted a bit "leftover" so I didn't dare to touch it. Location: Blk 466 Crawford Lane. Sure to spot it in the coffeeshop: *Warning*: long queues at 12pm starts.

Its great to find good food in Singapore. Sigh..I do wish I have a food kaki..or an SO who would love to accompany me to indulge in great food all the time, and explore new places...I had that chance once, but I guess, that "SO" was the wrong person at the right time. I let go of that person..so hopefully, I will be able to find one who will be the right person at the right time. And yes, he must love food.




; im.woman x
5:54 PM }

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{ Sunday, March 12, 2006 ;

Personality Test (from OKCupid tests)


The Personality Defect Test

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=4741219933576750506

Took the test out of curiousity, and seems quite true to me..Haha.

Emo Kid
You are 14% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this:

; im.woman x
8:19 PM }

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Short day - Sunday


Just a short entry here.
Met up with my secondary school gal pals today. Actually all but one were supposed to turn up, arranged to go for high tea at Goodwood Park Hotel. However, only me, Jiahui, Jiao and finally Xiulian came down. We ate at Bakerzin instead. I ordered a Smoked Salmon sandwich and a Frasier for dessert, (a pistachio with butter cream base and strawberries cake which I thought initially was a cheesecake). Their desserts are to die for!! So specially created. The cake was rather nice, I would say, but sweet. I like the fresh strawberries. Will try to post the picure of it up soon...

Anyway, we chatted for quite a while..sadly, not all of them came. It was quite sad, as some of them forgotten, some of them couldn't make it the last minute... So I guess Jiahui was quite pissed..

I really have not talked to most of them quite a while..hope to really know how everyone around is doing, and hopefully can hear some news about other TK people. Heard a few of them were getting married..like Barry (well, was Ting's buddy in sec sch), Daoxian, Weishih and Xiulian, and a few others too. Its nice to hear good news..well as for me..everything nice and fairy tale-like has vanished into thin air.

One thing I realised: I feel we must treasure our friendship. Friends are really like precious stones. I mean, what if everyone around you suddenly dissappear? Where will be the ones to be by your side once you need them? I really feel I must treasure the ones around me more. Especially friends and family members. What if everything was too late? Anyway, hopefully, our next outing would have all turn up and not "fly aeroplane again" for this time. If they are really good friends and treasure the relationship, they should make it an effort to remember our outing date and come for the outing. Haiz...hopefully, next month when we meet again, I will have our first group photo posted here in so many years.


really missed the days in TKSS..wish I could go back to those days..

; im.woman x
7:36 PM }

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{ Sunday, March 05, 2006 ;

Freaking thing happened!


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
(credit: AZlyrics)


Just so happen that this week, is the week, that marks the one year after my failed relationship. I just chanced upon this song above - Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson. The lyrics above are so me now....I admit I still think of him and miss him a lot. Occasionally I cry again.
Yah. Shall not say much about it again, lest it create sad memories again.
I do feel afraid..Real afraid.
Today I was in office at work. This secondary school ex-classmate of mine, B, signed in MSN.. first thing he MSNed me.."hi in office today?". I replied, with a bit of fear of what he will ask me next, that of course, I replied yah...cos i put "at work" in my msn nick.
Then, he asked if I had time later, and if I like to meet him for movie or dinner...
After hesitation, I coldly replied: "No I won't be free later."

I know I was bad. Anyway, the story was, he had tried asking me out a few times. The only thing was I treated him like an old friend, so I added him on friendster first. Then MSN, then chat a bit only that's all. And exchanged phone numbers. But.....I didn't expect he would ask me out thereafter!! He tried a couple of times after that, but I said I couldn't make it. How to reply like that if a person asked so directly? Its wierd you know...wierd..
The last time he smsed me to ask me out, I didn't reply at all. Heh.. but still. The way he asked me this morning..really freak me out. I'm really really afraid, I guess. After work when I thought about it, I almost dropped tears. I don't know why but I guess I have to reject the hard way. I'm not interested at all in any guys for now..I really just wish to live my life now as it is.
Actually, for a while, I thought, maybe I could start a new relationship again, with ZS. But it seems to me like he is not really that into me after all..Probably he's afraid of me too. Wahaha.. Maybe, I will not get married. I really fear having a relationship again. :(

But I really like this song "Because of You". Actually, really quite true, its all because of this jerk. I become so afraid now.

; im.woman x
12:38 AM }

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{ Saturday, February 25, 2006 ;

Stronger than yesterday


1 week has passed. Been quite a busy week again. All this time I've been spending my days watching this Korean show that just finished its run in Korea not long ago - My Girl. Its a very comedic yet sweet show too. Really recommend this show..I watched this on "youtube" though..they got all the 16 episodes over there. And I cried at one of the episode, where the lead actress had to be seperated from her love due to the grandfather's objection to their relationship.. And she cried like hell..Its really sad at that part.

Just got to know yesterday only, that one of my colleague is going to leave the company. Again. I thought.. that's 2 within like 3 months. Is it due to the environment here, the job scope or our downhill business? Maybe is all of the above. Frankly, I have thought about it too. But not in the near future..yet. But then, this is really quite demoralising again to us. Well, I know that business will never be the same like before.. it's not possible already, its pretty obvious. Well, that's part and parcel of the business world. Unless there is really a miracle that can save our department from losing money..otherwise, I think it may just vanish or crumble one day.

Oh.. its going to be March soon. 11 March..to be specific.. will be one year already. I know it in my heart and I shall not mention it here. I shall be strong as I can. (Strong on the outside yet weak on the inside..) I keep telling myself to be strong.. Here goes: Bashia! Aja-aja fighting!! -- result of watching too many Korean shows. Haha.. the actresses always like to use these words. Probably sort of an encouragement to themselves to be strong.
Ok back to my Korean show now ..Last episode!


1 Year has passed..Look ahead and never look back..Aja!

; im.woman x
8:02 PM }

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{ Saturday, February 18, 2006 ;

Great Day!


Feeling quite great today! Probably, its the weekend.
I have just finished editing my blog after a gruelling 10 hours. I'm slow yah...and I know I really don't post much, but I think I will post more often as I can from today onwards. Will update more stuff when i have the time..
These few days were quite busy for me, Work as usual... travelling around.. hot days plus strong wind..blow my face and hair until very pek chek. But then weekend comes I feel better already. This Thursday will be my company's dinner and dance!! Woohoo! And its going to have a TV Star theme plus some magic shows! Will post some pics if I can!
Actually I have quite a number of pictures of food that I ate over the past few weeks, some wierd, some nice eg. my first time eating escargot (aka snail), and good steak...etc.
Here's one I ate last last Wednesday: this is a Peach gelatin ice-cream, I ate at Waraku! Super nice!






Nowadays I feel my time is not enough like that..I have many Taiwan & Korean drama shows to watch, (and dl!); and I just bought 5 frames of glitter glue art to do (those Precious Moments and My Melody; I have many books I want to read; Other than that I also want to surf the net and forums everyday...and moreover, I'm thinking of going to participate in some volunteer work and also sign up for a Amore package...etc. List goes on....Gosh. I feel I don't have time at all.
Hopefully I can fit in all the stuff I want to do.




~ AccepT the things to which fate binds YoU ~

; im.woman x
5:33 PM }

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{ Sunday, February 12, 2006 ;

V-Day is Coming..


What a long time since I posted.
Its going to be Valentine's Day again.
This year..Its my first time in 8 years going to be alone. Alone on V-day.
But anyway, it would be a Tuesday and I'm gonna work anyway, So after work head home to bathe, eat dinner and surf forums/watch tv as usual. Just like any other day.
Darn. Everyday is just like any other day. Who cares about Valentine's Day anyway when you don't have that special someone anymore...
Anyway, looking forward to blogging more often and watching my drama shows!

every girl wants a man that she can goes to in her sweat, hair in a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying, and the first thing he says to her is "Baby you're beautiful.", and means it.

; im.woman x
2:15 AM }

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{ Monday, December 26, 2005 ;

Merry Christmas 2005



I havent blogged in a while. Maybe I was trying to get on with my life, recovering myself, recollecting time lost, going out and making friends, finding old friends...etc. Christmas is a time for giving and receiving, going out and spending time with friends, family and having fun. I'm glad I spent it with my best of colleagues that day.

Christmas Eve: KTV, Dinner and Movie at Orchard
Ok i shall write about Christmas Eve first. Saturday. Today was a day out with my best of colleagues, plus their boyfriends. Mandy + Liwei, Weiling + Alex. Actually it was supposed to be 5 of us, but due to some unforseen reasons, we had Esther + Dennis joining us for karaoke at Party World Orchard. But I first met Mandy + Liwei at the new Wisma Food Court. Its my first time in ages at Wisma, probably the new food court after it revamped. Tried out the Hokkien Mee and the Or Luak there, where its supposed to be famous. And the queue is pretty long. The cook can just cook like one big wok of Hokkien Mee, up to like 20 plates at one go!! I just see the big wok really surprising for me. Overall Rating: 4/5 - I think the Hokkien Mee is not bad. Chilli is damn hot. But for the Or Luak, Overall Rating: 2.5/5. Not enough taste, and not enough crispy for the egg part. Me and Mandy shared one plate of Hokkien Mee and we three then shared the Or Luak together.
Anyway, we were very full after the lunch. Then we quickly rushed over to Party World for our ktv session.

Weiling + Alex were there already at 2pm. But we reached only at 230pm. Anyway, they started first. Not long after, Esther + Dennis came. Our session lasted till 6pm. Quite fun, as this is like the first time we are going out together, and the rest of my colleagues with their boyfriends along. Except ME. But its ok lah, I'm absolutely fine with it! Each of us had a turn to sing so at least it won't be boring. And haha, we forced Mandy to select song to sing! Mandy can't escape this time! Cos she always don't wanna sing whenever she joins us for ktv. She scare pai seh...Heh. But at least this time she had no other choice. Actually, her voice is quite nice too. =)






--> Santa Claus at Party World!!


KTV ended. It was around 6pm. Esther + Dennis couldn't join for dinner as they had another gathering. (phew..that was our original plan anyway). Then we headed down to Heeren for our Sakae Sushi dinner at 630pm. Actually we were still rather full at that time. So we decided to just go in and take our own sweet time to eat. Ha. We heard that Alex was rather a big-eater, but he don't really eat sushi, according to Weiling. But in the end, he ate a lot of sushi too! Especially prawn ones! Was rather funny, cos we kept saying we were so full, then Alex was the only one in our group who just continued eating and eating.... We kept teasing him too. For me, I only ate Chawanmushi (A must!!), the toufu, one potato salad, one salmon sushi, then we had those takopachi balls and scallop balls. We were very full then. Around 830pm, we left Sakae and walked around.

Our next destination: Orchard Cineleisure. For our movie at 910pm. We were watching The Family Stone. Anyway by the time we came out of Heeren, Orchard was already beginning to feel the atmosphere around. People were EVERYWHERE. So crowded. We quickly walked to Cineleisure. We still had some time so we went to the arcade there (on Mandy's insistence). Then Me, Mandy and Liwei played Daytona. It was really really really a long time since I played that game. The arcade, also, gave me many memories of the past....which I would rather not mention again. :) Peace..

Then we went to watch our movie. It was supposed to be a comedy. Got Sarah Jessica Parker leh, the Sex In the City lead actress. So I thought it would be a rather good movie. Overall Rating: 3.5/5. Starting part was a bit boring. But anyways, to the ending part, it was hilarious. Sarah Jessica Parker started to fall down and blah, everyone started to fall down in the kitchen. OK. Ha. Oh and Mandy warned us that Liwei laughs very loud when watching comedies. Yes. I think all of us heard his laugh in the theatre. Ha. I seldom watch movies nowadays, ever since....well. At least, I now have Mandy and Weiling around with me.

After our movie ended at 1115pm, we went out of the theatre and ... hmm Cine was closed already, but people were still everywhere. Gosh. Those teens around.. Makes me think back on those days when I was just like them. Then Mandy suggest to go arcade again. Cos she wants to play that "smash disc" game again. We were like, "not again!" Cos me and Weiling were really beaten hands down by her. Anyway, me, Alex, Mandy and Liwei played together for the final round. But me and Mandy lost. Mandy was really powerful leh. Must be Liwei trained one. I got some bruise at my hand in the end. Damn...wish I hadn't agreed to play. Surely will get injured one!! Ha... Cos its a really violent game. Then my arm was like lifeless already. Cos I really used up all my energy.

After a while we decided to leave Cine so we could like join in for countdown. It was 1150pm. But we had difficulties making our way out. Everyone was in joyful mood. And everyone was like spraying those bottled foam at everyone. I think we sooner or later will kena from them too. This year is not streamers kind, so strange, more of the foam type. I guess is easier to clean.
Anyway, by the time we managed to "siam" the havoc creators from spraying us, it was 12am already! Then we wished each other Merry Christmas and we took some photos.

Its Xmas 2005! At 12 midnight

Luckily we managed to take some nice photos, before people started to spray at us. Then we quickly tried to leave the place and walk out, to some other place. But we couldn't really avoid much of the people who were spraying around. It was a bit fun lah, then Liwei got a but pek chek so we went to buy a few bottles at a cheap price (cheated though), and sprayed at people who sprayed at us too. But too bad, as I mentioned we were cheated, spray a bit only no more left. In the end as we started to walk near Paragon there, someone sprayed hard at us. And I kena on my hair and my body. Though it was a nice sight, the foam is like snow. Haiz.. But its really fun. I think once, I commented that the bottle I holding can't spray anymore, then I think a teen who overheard me said, "No more right, Here got!" Then he sprayed at us. But we had already "siammed" him, just that in the end, Liwei was the one who kena from him. Haha..

Finally we went to Coffee Bean at Paragon to sit down a while instead. As it was difficult to get a cab at that time, (12am plus already), we decided to have some drinks first. At least, we can get away from the maddening crowd. We then teased Alex and asked if he's still hungry. He said: "OK la. Not hungry, but...still can eat..empty like that" Ha very funny. Really "pei fu" him for such a small-sized guy, he can really eat a lot. Anyway, I ordered a Ice Blended Chocolate (i think its the first time I tried that). Its not bad actually. After some time, we find that the crowd has quietened down, we then walked to the Taxi Stand nearby. But it was rather long queue. But its ok lah, seldom I get to stay out till so late on such an occasion. We just wait patiently. Finally, there was a cab that says going Tampines. So I managed to board that and went home :) That was about 145am already. Can imagine how long we waited for cabs!!

Reached home about 210am like that. Just nice, Mandy called me. Then I told her I just reached home. They were still waiting for cabs! Ha. Anyway, went washed up and bathed. I think it was the first time I had come home late and have to bathe at 2am plus!! Anyway, I did some other stuff, waited for my hair to dry. Mandy smsed me again at 3am plus. "Hey gals! Had a great time with u all today...! Its fun! Haha..Best wished & merry xmas! Thanks for all e tings we went thru tis whole yr n hope next yr wil be a better one! Frenz! Gdnight! :)"

Actually, I was really touched by her message.
Though I'm alone this year, after a failed relationship, at least I got to go out on Christmas Eve. With Mandy and Weiling. We are like besties in our office. And moreover, I think Mandy was trying her best to keep me company by talking to me more often during our outing together. Cos I was the only one without a date. Haiz.. But really, I really appreciate the time we had together. It was really fun. If not for them, I would be just nuaing away at home, feeling lonely, etc. I'm really glad I went out with them and to have them as friends! I mean, to me now, I realised friends are very important. Just like my family too. I hope I can go out with them more often! Anyway, Merry Christmas !! Though I'm sad its over, I'm really glad. I'm happy too. Now, is to await the new year 2006 to come. I guess, it will be a new beginning for me. =)
Anyway I slept at 4am plus that day. Dead tired by then.


; im.woman x
3:26 PM }

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